I admit, I've been drinking. And I repeat, not a role model. And I quote: I am the hero of my own shit. Another person left today, work, and I attended the wake and I drank my share and I quit out to run on the treadmill and then I returned. Sad. People. Forced into change that isn't necessary because no one thinks things through. We only look at the numbers for today and not the numbers for a quarter from now. I am tired. I am broken. And I keep going and attempting to be innovative and fun but there are only so many white Russians in the world. Only so many I can drink before I make myself sick.